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Monday, November 9, 2009




I seem to be working 24 hrs. I work and work in my dreams too. Sad right? I haven't been blogging for I don't know how many months. But I just felt like blogging today after seeing one of my collegues blog. Yesterday, we went to watch Phobia 2. Was reaaaaal sleepy before the movie. After the movie, I was wide wide awake. Its so scary!!! And you can hardly hear me say it :P HAHAHAHAHA. I think my heart was in my throat countless of times throughout the movie. LOL.

Today is sooooooo depressing though. I was short on my cash at work, so I have to give it back. Return my friend and mum money, and now, i'm broke again -.-" Sian 1/2. I guess thats bout it for now. Will update another time :P


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:40 PM

Friday, October 2, 2009




You guys must be wondering why I don't blog anymore. You probably know the lazy part already. But what I dislike most about blogger is that the uploading of photos is crappy! I would love to upload massive amount of photos at one shot. As I think photos speaks louder than my words.

Anyway, boy came up to KL to celebrate my birthday with me! :D How good is that? Btw, it is his first time up on a plane and going out of a country. I was so happy! Well, I went straight after work to pick him up on the 22nd Sep. He was tired and so was I. But I managed to cook dinner for him. Nothing much. Just congee :P

On the 23rd, we headed out to Pavilion and ate the most horrible sushi on earth. Zzzzzz. Bad choice on my part. Headed to Sungei Wang for a bit to look for dad's mirror but couldn't find it. We went back to Pavilion and went Mercato to do some supermarketing :) Went home and did bbq for dinner :) It was my birthday so we had champagne and wine. LOL

24th, headed to Sunway. Walked the whole complex and didn't do much of any shopping except buying his clothes :) Picked mum up from the airport after. Went to Yip Sheng for dinner. Yum yum :) Hahahaha. Went home rested for a bit before heading down to China Town and did a little shopping + bargaining for boy. I'm getting better with the bargaining :) After that, we headed to KLCC to take some pictures and we went home to sleep :)

25th, Last day for boy! Went to Pavilion again but we went to catch a movie. G-Force! Damn cute! Forced bf to watch it with me. Hehehehe :P But he finished my popcorn. I should have gotten a large. Walked a little bit and went for shisha. My little boy first time too :) Sent him to the airport and had macs for dinner. I was a little reluctant to let him leave but he had to go back. Sigh...

Anyway, I was really happy that boy came up just to celebrate my birthday with me :) The only thing that we ever celebrated together. :DDDD Thank you boy, I love you. xxxxxx

Vanessa is coming up later with her bunch of friends. Can't wait to see her! x


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 5:16 PM

Friday, June 5, 2009



I know I haven't been updating much. Been to lazy to bother with blogging. No blog worm yet. LOL. Very tempeted to delete this blog. I've got nothing to write. And I'm suppose to be studying sanitations :S So many things have been happening with this short 6 months. And I know one person that is forever there with me even though we are so far apart. Even if the world divides, I know he will still be there. That is my boy. I know that I have said that we have broken up and all. But I take that back. I guess we were just going through a rough patch and all.

Boy, I'm sorry for making you worry so much about me. I'm just fine. I can jump and laugh. What else can be wrong right? These words applies to Cindy Jie as well. Don't worry too much bout me. I'm a strong girl. This thing is not going to bring me down.

There was a time that I thought my family didn't love me at all.
There was a time that I thought all my friends left me.
There was a time that I didn't believe in love no more.
There was a time that I thought there was no one I could trust.
There was a time that I was so down, my world just toppled.
There was a time that I thought the whole world was against me.
There was a time that I was a hellion.
There was a time that I almost brought my life to an end.
But that was just once upon a time.
I know now that life just shouldn't be this way.
You just got to turn it around
and believe in yourself.
There is always a somebody forever standing beside you.



* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 5:24 AM

Friday, May 1, 2009



I got no idea what to feel anymore.

sometimes,

I just feel so numb...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 3:14 AM

Sunday, April 26, 2009



With all the love I give,
With all the hate I hold inside,
With all the words I speak,
With all the silence I keep,
I find that I'm missing you
.
.
.
.
.
more than ever.


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 4:57 AM

Saturday, April 18, 2009



zzzzzzzzzz

I hate this feeling

Bloody mood swings...


sigh...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:43 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009



All I can do

is

love you...

sigh...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 4:06 AM

Monday, April 6, 2009



อีร่าน มากินขี้ฉันมา
.
.
.

اذهب الى الجحيم

.
.
.

바보!

.
.
.

私はあなたを思っています...


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 7:44 PM

Sunday, April 5, 2009



When she is around...
  • I can't talk to you on msn
  • I can't sms you
  • I can't call you
  • I can't do anything but think what you guys are doing :P
Arrrrgghhh!

I feel like the mistress.... HAHAHAHAHA

Ok. I'm finally gone crazy.

I need a toy :(

Where is my sweetie? I want him. LOL.


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:04 PM

Friday, April 3, 2009



Arrrrrggggghh!!!

My foot hurts :( Bloody hell. I should watch where I walked.

where's my porcupine? :P

xxx


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:59 PM